{"id":1144,"date":"2008-12-09T19:11:11","date_gmt":"2008-12-09T13:41:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kunjeshwari.com\/sweetblog\/?p=1144"},"modified":"2008-12-09T19:46:05","modified_gmt":"2008-12-09T14:16:05","slug":"kk-41-how-we-meditate-on-nocturnal-pastimes","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kunjeshwari.com\/sweetblog\/sweet_books\/excerpts-from-sri-krishna-karnamritam\/kk-41-how-we-meditate-on-nocturnal-pastimes\/","title":{"rendered":"KK 41 &#8211; How we meditate on nocturnal pastimes"},"content":{"rendered":"<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: center;\" align=\"center\"><strong><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><span style=\"font-size: 10pt; letter-spacing: -1pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;\" lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">Verse 41<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: center;\" align=\"center\">\u00a0<\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: center;\" align=\"center\"><strong><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><span style=\"font-size: 9pt; letter-spacing: -1pt; mso-bidi-font-size: 10.0pt;\" lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"text-decoration: none;\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<div style=\"padding-right: 4pt; padding-left: 4pt; padding-bottom: 1pt; padding-top: 1pt; mso-element: para-border-div; mso-border-alt: double-wave windowtext 5.25pt; border: windowtext 5.25pt double;\">\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: center; mso-border-alt: double-wave windowtext 5.25pt; mso-padding-alt: 1.0pt 4.0pt 1.0pt 4.0pt; padding: 0cm;\" align=\"center\"><strong><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: &quot;Comic Sans MS&quot;;\"> <\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: center; mso-border-alt: double-wave windowtext 5.25pt; mso-padding-alt: 1.0pt 4.0pt 1.0pt 4.0pt; padding: 0cm;\" align=\"center\"><strong style=\"mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;\"><em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: &quot;Comic Sans MS&quot;;\">amunya-dhany\u00e2ni dinantar\u00e2ni<\/span><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: center; mso-border-alt: double-wave windowtext 5.25pt; mso-padding-alt: 1.0pt 4.0pt 1.0pt 4.0pt; padding: 0cm;\" align=\"center\"><strong style=\"mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;\"><em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: &quot;Comic Sans MS&quot;;\">hare twad-\u00e2lokanam-antarena,<\/span><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: center; mso-border-alt: double-wave windowtext 5.25pt; mso-padding-alt: 1.0pt 4.0pt 1.0pt 4.0pt; padding: 0cm;\" align=\"center\"><strong style=\"mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;\"><em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: &quot;Comic Sans MS&quot;;\">an\u00e2tha-bandho karunaikosindho<\/span><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: center; mso-border-alt: double-wave windowtext 5.25pt; mso-padding-alt: 1.0pt 4.0pt 1.0pt 4.0pt; padding: 0cm;\" align=\"center\"><strong style=\"mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;\"><em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: &quot;Comic Sans MS&quot;;\">h\u00e2 hanta h\u00e2 hanta kathan nay\u00e2mi.<\/span><\/em><\/strong><strong><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: &quot;Comic Sans MS&quot;;\">41.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: center; mso-border-alt: double-wave windowtext 5.25pt; mso-padding-alt: 1.0pt 4.0pt 1.0pt 4.0pt; padding: 0cm;\" align=\"center\"><strong><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: &quot;Comic Sans MS&quot;;\"> <\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><strong style=\"mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: Impact;\"> <\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<h4 style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: center;\">\n<\/h4>\n<h4 style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: center;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><strong><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><span style=\"font-size: large; font-family: Bookman Old Style;\">Translation<\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/span><\/h4>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-size: small; font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: 14pt; font-family: &quot;Lucida Calligraphy&quot;;\">O Friend of the destitute! O One and only Ocean of mercy! Without Your <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">darshan<\/em> my days are accursed! Alas! Alas! How will I spend these days? 41.<\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: center;\" align=\"center\"><br style=\"mso-ignore: vglayout;\" \/><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-size: small; font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<div style=\"mso-element: dropcap-dropped; mso-element-wrap: around; mso-element-anchor-vertical: paragraph; mso-element-anchor-horizontal: column; mso-height-rule: exactly; mso-element-linespan: 3;\">\n<table border=\"0\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" align=\"left\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"background-color: transparent; border: #ece9d8; padding: 0cm;\" align=\"left\" valign=\"top\">\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; vertical-align: baseline; line-height: 40.1pt; text-align: justify; mso-element: dropcap-dropped; mso-element-wrap: around; mso-element-anchor-vertical: paragraph; mso-element-anchor-horizontal: column; mso-height-rule: exactly; mso-element-linespan: 3; mso-line-height-rule: exactly;\"><strong style=\"mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;\"><span style=\"font-size: 47pt; font-family: &quot;Old English Text MT&quot;;\">S<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<\/div>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">rila Krishnad\u00e2s Kavir\u00e2j Gosw\u00e2mip\u00e2d has explained <!--more-->in his S\u00e2ranga-Rangad\u00e2 purport that once again when Sri Krishna disappeared from Srimati R\u00e2dh\u00e2r\u00e2ni\u2019s vision, She was scorched by the fire of <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">viraha<\/em> that surged inside Her bosom. She considered one moment equal to a hundred <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">yugs<\/em>. In this state<span style=\"mso-spacerun: yes;\"> <\/span>She became delirious and Sri Lil\u00e2shuk is echoing Her feelings in this verse.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">Srimati is saying &#8211; &#8220;O Hare! In Your <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">viraha<\/em> I feel one moment equal to ten million <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">kalpa<\/em>s. These moments are cursed and I don\u2019t know how to spend the time. \u2018H\u00e2\u2019 and \u2018hanta\u2019 signify \u2018distress\u2019 and \u2018sorrow\u2019 respectively. She utters \u2018H\u00e2 hanta! H\u00e2 hanta!\u2019 twice to express Her intense sorrow and distress. You please instruct me how I should spend these days and nights in Your absence! <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">It is only the <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">mah\u00e2bh\u00e2v<\/em>-full Vraja-beauties who experience so much anguish in Sri Krishna\u2019s absence that they feel one moment equal to one <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">kalpa<\/em>, and they are so much joyous in His presence that one <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">kalpa<\/em> becomes one moment. Sri Krishna said to Uddhav-<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">&#8220;O Uddhav! The <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">Gopis<\/em> love me so much that when I was in Vrind\u00e2van they felt all their nights equal to half a moment. Now in my absence half a moment has become one <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">kalpa<\/em>.\u201d <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: right;\" align=\"right\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">&#8211; (Srimad-Bh\u00e2gavatam11.12.11)<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: right;\" align=\"right\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">Sri Krishna may say-<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">&#8220;<em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">patayash-cha vah vichinvanti<\/em>.\u201d &#8211; (Srimad-Bh\u00e2gavatam10.29.20)<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">Meaning \u2013 (during Mah\u00e2r\u00e2s Sri Krishna rejected the <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">Gopis<\/em> saying) &#8211; &#8220;Not finding you all at home your husbands are searching for you, please return to them.\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">In reply the <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">Gopis<\/em> prayed-<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">&#8220;O Krishna! You are the supreme Friend of everybody, You are the soul, eternally loving and all conscientious; intelligent people love You alone. Husbands and children cause sorrow. There is no need to keep any connection with them.\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: right;\" align=\"right\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"font-size: normal;\"><span style=\"mso-spacerun: yes;\"> <\/span>&#8211; (Srimad-Bh\u00e2gavatam10.29.33.)<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">Similarly Sri R\u00e2dh\u00e2 said, &#8220;O Friend of the destitute! We are orphans and our husbands have discarded us. We are impoverished and You are our only Friend.\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">Sri Krishna may say \u2013<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"font-size: normal;\">&#8220;bharttuh shushrunam strinam paro dharmo hi-mayaya.\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/em><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: right;\" align=\"right\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">&#8211; (Srimad-Bh\u00e2gavatam.10.29.24.)<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: center;\" align=\"center\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">Meaning- &#8220;It is the supreme <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">dharma<\/em> of all chaste women to serve their husbands sincerely.\u201d (So please serve your husband).<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">In reply she said-<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"font-size: normal;\"><em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&#8220;chitta sukhena bhava-tap-apahritam<\/span><\/em><span lang=\"EN-GB\">.\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: right;\" align=\"right\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">&#8211; (Srimad-Bh\u00e2gavatam10.29.34.)<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">Meaning \u2013 &#8220;Dear Krishna! You have dragged our innermost minds towards You so easily, otherwise we were happily engrossed in household chores.\u201d (O Hare! One Who steals the heart and the senses! It is all Your fault, not ours).<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"font-size: normal;\">Sri Krishna may say \u2013 &#8220;You all are fickle and lustful, but I am learned in <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">dharma. <\/em>How can I do such a thing?\u201d<span style=\"mso-spacerun: yes;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">She replied-<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"font-size: normal;\"><span style=\"mso-spacerun: yes;\"> <\/span>&#8220;O You Who are the reliever of all woes! We have left our homes to serve Your lotus-feet. We seek shelter of Your lotus-feet.<span style=\"mso-spacerun: yes;\"> <\/span>Please be happy with us.\u201d &#8211; (Srimad-Bh\u00e2gavatam10.29.38.)<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify; tab-stops: 137.9pt;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"mso-tab-count: 1;\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">R\u00e2dh\u00e2r\u00e2ni said with humility, &#8220;O One and only Ocean of mercy! Please cross the boundary of <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">dharma <\/em>and take mercy on us.\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">Sriman-Mah\u00e2prabhu relished this verse and explained its sweetness\u2013 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"font-size: normal;\"><span style=\"mso-spacerun: yes;\"> <\/span>&#8220;Without Your <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">darshan<\/em>, these nights and days are accursed; the time does not glide by. O Friend of the destitute! O infinite Ocean of mercy! Please give me <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">darshan<\/em>.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"font-size: normal;\">While He spoke in this manner, His mood became restless, He was agitated and His heart was scorched in Krishna\u2019s absence. He started asking Krishna &#8211; \u2018How will I get Your <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">darshan<\/em>? You tell me the way\u2019.\u201d<span style=\"mso-spacerun: yes;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: right;\" align=\"right\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">&#8211; (Sri Chaitanya-Charit\u00e2mrita \u2013 Madhya.2.51-52)<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">Sriman-Mah\u00e2prabhu uttered in the mood of<em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\"> virahini<\/em> Sri R\u00e2dh\u00e2-<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: center;\" align=\"center\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"font-size: normal;\"><em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&#8220;<\/span><\/em><span lang=\"EN-GB\">yug<em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">yitam nimeshena chakshusha pravrishayitam,<\/em><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: center;\" align=\"center\"><em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"font-size: normal;\">shunyayitan jagat sarvang govinda-virahena me.\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/em><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: center;\" align=\"center\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">&#8211; (Sri Shiksh\u00e2shtakam)<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">Sriman-Mah\u00e2prabhu has Himself explained this verse in the following manner-<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">&#8220;My heart is so anxious that I cannot spend the day; one moment appears like a <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">yug<\/em>, my eyes pour tears like torrential rain in monsoon, the universe appears empty and my heart is smouldering in the fire of Govinda-<em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">viraha<\/em>! How will I survive?\u201d <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: right;\" align=\"right\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">\u2013 (Sri Chaitanya-Charit\u00e2mrita \u2013Antya.20.31-32)<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">Srila Vidy\u00e2pati Th\u00e2kur has echoed the feelings of <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">virahini <\/em>Sri R\u00e2dh\u00e2-<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">&#8220;Now M\u00e2dhav has gone to Mathur\u00e2 \u2013 the people of Mathur\u00e2 have stolen the jewel of Gokul, flooding it with tears of sorrow. The homes became empty, the town became empty, all quarters became empty and the whole world became empty. <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">How shall I ever go near the Yamun\u00e2? How shall I ever behold the flower-groves? (In Krishna\u2019s absence I cannot bear to visit these places). I cannot help remembering how we used put up flower boughs to decorate the <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">kunja <\/em>together. I\u2019ll die if I see it now.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">Vidy\u00e2pati says (in anger and misery) &#8211; just see the fun &#8211; She is burning in <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">viraha<\/em> while K\u00e2nh\u00e2 is enjoying Himself at Mathur\u00e2!\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">In the <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">siddha-swarup<\/em> Sri Lil\u00e2shuk is saying in the mood of Sri R\u00e2dh\u00e2\u2019s <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">sakhi<\/em>, &#8220;How will I spend these condemned days and nights without beholding You sporting with Sri R\u00e2dh\u00e2?\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">In the <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">s\u00e2dhak<\/em> state Sri Lil\u00e2shuk is expressing excessive longing for Sri Krishna\u2019s <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">darshan<\/em>. In His absence he is once again lamenting &#8211; those same heart-rending cries! Only a loving devotee knows how one bides the time in the absence of his Dearest One. No one else can appreciate his feelings. Sri Krishna Himself has aroused this longing in Sri Lil\u00e2shuk. Undoubtedly he is most fortunate. It is not possible to feel so much longing for the nectarine Sri Krishna if there is no Krishna-<em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">prem<\/em> in the heart. He is indeed blessed.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">&#8220;Even if someone is the poorest person in the entire universe, but his heart is full of Sri Hari-<em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">bhakti<\/em>, he alone is blessed. Sri Hari too leaves His personal abode, enters his heart and lives there forever and ever since He gets tied up with the cord of <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">bhakti<\/em>.\u201d <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: right;\" align=\"right\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">&#8211; (Glory of Srimad-Bh\u00e2gavatam as told in Sri Padma-pur\u00e2n)<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">In this material world people are crazy for wealth, respect and power. If there is one day, when, in spite of all effort they can not obtain any of these they consider that day worthless. Suppose a hunter roams whole day in the forest and still does not kill any animal, he thinks that day is cursed. If a businessman cannot cheat and wheedle some money out of someone he thinks that day is cursed. Every material person thinks the day has gone waste if he cannot obtain whatever he desires. But a Krishna devotee is very much different from these people. He is not interested in fan-following, money, fame or power. In fact he gets rid of all these and immerses himself in the only desirable object, <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<table border=\"0\" cellspacing=\"0\" cellpadding=\"0\" width=\"100%\">\n<tbody>\n<tr>\n<td style=\"background-color: transparent; border: #ece9d8;\">\n<div>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: center;\" align=\"center\"><span style=\"font-size: 12pt; font-family: &quot;Comic Sans MS&quot;;\"><span style=\"font-size: normal;\">If we spend a single day without relishing Sri Krishna\u2019s Holy Name, His beauty and His sweet pastimes, we should consider ourselves to be most unfortunate and curse that day.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoNormal\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/td>\n<\/tr>\n<\/tbody>\n<\/table>\n<p><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">that is the lotus-feet of Sri Krishna, Who is everybody\u2019s Beloved.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: right;\" align=\"right\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">However Sri Lil\u00e2shuk is full of supreme <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">anur\u00e2g<\/em>. So his hope, expectation and desire are different. His innermost mind is attracted by the sweetly brilliant form of an inexpressible ethereal Divine Being. He is relishing His infinite sweetness all day and night. He is engrossed in drinking that nectar constantly, and yet he is thirsty for more! This thirst is never going to end.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"font-size: normal;\"><em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\">&#8220;trishna shanti nohe trishna badhe nirantar<\/span><\/em><span lang=\"EN-GB\">\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">Meaning \u2013 &#8220;This thirst is never quenched, it is ever-increasing.\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: right;\" align=\"right\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">&#8211; (Sri Chaitanya-Charit\u00e2mrita)<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">His poetry is full of eternal craving. It is like the flow of the perennial rivers Gang\u00e2 and Yamun\u00e2.<span style=\"mso-spacerun: yes;\"> <\/span>It is rushing like these rivers towards the ocean that is Sri Krishna! <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"mso-spacerun: yes;\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">In Neel\u00e2chal Sriman-Mah\u00e2prabhu was always in the mood of Sri R\u00e2dh\u00e2. When He was travelling in South India, He heard the echoes of His agitated <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">viraha<\/em>\u2013full heart from the throes of Sri Krishna-Karn\u00e2mritam. He brought back this gem of a text and gifted it to His devotees. Srila Kavir\u00e2j Gosw\u00e2mip\u00e2d writes in this context \u2013 &#8220;There is nothing like Sri Krishna-Karn\u00e2mritam in the three worlds. It enables us to gain pure Krishna\u2013<em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">prem.<\/em> One who reads Sri Krishna-Karn\u00e2mritam everyday realizes how sweet and beautiful Sri Krishna is.<\/span><a style=\"mso-footnote-id: ftn1;\" name=\"_ftnref1\" href=\"#_ftn1\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span style=\"mso-special-character: footnote;\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span style=\"font-size: 11pt; font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><span style=\"color: #800080;\"><sup>[1]<\/sup><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">&#8220;The Lord brought these two great jewels, that is, <strong style=\"mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;\">Sri Brahma-Samhit\u00e2<\/strong> and <strong style=\"mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;\">Sri Krishna-Karn\u00e2mritam<\/strong> with Him when He returned from South India.\u201d <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: right;\" align=\"right\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">&#8211; (Sri Chaitanya-Charit\u00e2mrita- Madhya.9.279-281) <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">In Neel\u00e2chal the Lord relished some <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">Rasa<\/em>\u2013<em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">granthas<\/em> in the mood of <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">virahini<\/em> Sri R\u00e2dh\u00e2 and Sri Krishna-Karn\u00e2mritam was one of them. <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">&#8220;Mah\u00e2prabhu sang and heard the compositions of Chandid\u00e2s, Vidy\u00e2pati, R\u00e2m\u00e2nanda Roy and Sri Krishna-Karn\u00e2mritam all day and night most blissfully in the company of Sri Swarup D\u00e2modar and Sri R\u00e2m\u00e2nanda Roy.\u201d<\/span><a style=\"mso-footnote-id: ftn2;\" name=\"_ftnref2\" href=\"#_ftn2\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span style=\"mso-special-character: footnote;\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span style=\"font-size: 11pt; font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><span style=\"color: #800080;\"><sup>[2]<\/sup><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: right;\" align=\"right\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">&#8211; (Sri Chaitanya-Charit\u00e2mrita- Madhya.2.56.) <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">Srila Bhatta Gosw\u00e2mip\u00e2d has written in his purport to this verse that Sri Lil\u00e2shuk is extremely thirsty for Sri Krishna\u2019s <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">darshan<\/em>. He is in misery and cannot tolerate the delay caused by his <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">pr\u00e2rabdha<\/em>. Actually a devotee never has to suffer from <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">pr\u00e2rabdha<\/em>.<span style=\"mso-spacerun: yes;\"> <\/span>Just as a piece of iron turns into gold when it comes in contact with a touch stone, a devotee\u2019s body mind and soul becomes eternally blissful when he comes in contact with Bhakti devi who is for ever delightful. A devotee experiences joy and sorrow only according to the will of God. A devotee goes through this extraordinary phenomenon as soon as he takes to the path of <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">bhakti<\/em>. <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">The Lord said \u2013 &#8220;The body of a Vaishnav is never material. His body is spiritual and eternally blissful. During <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">diksh\u00e2<\/em>, the devotee surrenders himself. At that very moment Sri Krishna makes him His own. He makes the devotee\u2019s body eternally blissful.<span style=\"mso-spacerun: yes;\"> <\/span>Now the devotee worships His lotus\u2013feet with a spiritual body.\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: right;\" align=\"right\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">&#8211; (Sri Chaitanya-Charit\u00e2mrita \u2013 Antya.4.183-185)<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">However a devotee is very humble. He thinks he has <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">pr\u00e2rabdha<\/em>.<span style=\"mso-spacerun: yes;\"> <\/span>However he never wishes to destroy his <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">pr\u00e2rabdha<\/em> at all. He appears to suffer sorrows as if he is suffering the fruits of <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">pr\u00e2rabdha.<\/em> He does this for his own welfare and the welfare of others. <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">In Sri Brihad-Bh\u00e2gavat\u00e2mritam we find \u2013 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">&#8220;The honourable devotees who are performing Sri <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">Harin\u00e2m-sev\u00e2<\/em> (that is, chanting the Mah\u00e2mantra) tell the world of their sufferings since they are afraid that the great treasure called <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">bhakti<\/em> will fall in the hands of unqualified people. <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"mso-tab-count: 1;\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/kunjeshwari.com\/sweetblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2008\/12\/radha-krsnas.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-1146\" title=\"radha-krsnas\" src=\"http:\/\/kunjeshwari.com\/sweetblog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2008\/12\/radha-krsnas.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"146\" height=\"146\" \/><\/a>As soon as a devotee takes the Holy Name, all his bad qualities and sorrows are destroyed. Even then some devotees, who are as merciful as the Lord Himself, accept sorrows to teach others how to behave properly. Hence a devotee such as King Bharat accepted the association of a deer, to teach us the consequences of material attachment.<span style=\"mso-spacerun: yes;\"> <\/span>But actually he was a pure devotee and without any fault, similarly a great devotee such as Yudhisthir Mah\u00e2r\u00e2j indulged in gambling, and Nriga stole a Brahman\u2019s wealth just to teach us how terrible these activities us.<span style=\"mso-spacerun: yes;\"> <\/span>We must remember that all these devotees are pure\u2013hearted.\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: right;\" align=\"right\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">&#8211; ( B.B.2. 3. 170 \u2013 172) <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"mso-spacerun: yes;\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">Srila Lil\u00e2shuk said, \u2018O Hare<\/span><a style=\"mso-footnote-id: ftn3;\" name=\"_ftnref3\" href=\"#_ftn3\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span style=\"mso-special-character: footnote;\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span style=\"font-size: 11pt; font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><span style=\"color: #800080;\"><sup>[3]<\/sup><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">! It is Your nature to steal the miseries of Your devotees.<span style=\"mso-spacerun: yes;\"> <\/span>How will I spend the days and nights without Your <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">darshan<\/em>?<span style=\"mso-spacerun: yes;\"> <\/span>He is crying \u2018H\u00e2 hanta! H\u00e2 hanta!\u2019 He is uttering it twice because his days are miserable, inauspicious, cursed. Every moment his longing is increasing. In Srimad-Bh\u00e2gavatam the<em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\"> Gopis<\/em> have said \u2013 <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"font-size: normal;\">&#8220;O Hare! When we don\u2019t see You, one <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">truti<\/em><\/span><\/span><a style=\"mso-footnote-id: ftn4;\" name=\"_ftnref4\" href=\"#_ftn4\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span style=\"mso-special-character: footnote;\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span style=\"font-size: 11pt; font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><span style=\"color: #800080;\"><sup>[4]<\/sup><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"font-size: normal;\"> appears like one <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">yug<\/em>.\u201d <span style=\"mso-tab-count: 3;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: right;\" align=\"right\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">&#8211; (Gopi\u2013geet in Srimad-Bh\u00e2gavatam 10. 31. 15)<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">The poet is saying, &#8220;Similarly without Your <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">darshan<\/em> I am finding one moment equal to one day and night. The future appears very dark and terrible How will I spend it?\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">He cried in utmost sorrow \u2013 O Friend of the destitute! You are my only friend! Only You can save me from this misery and no one else. O Ocean of Mercy! I cannot wait for my <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">pr\u00e2rabdha<\/em> to end. Please give me <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">darshan<\/em> immediately. <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">Srila Chaitanya d\u00e2s has made a special comment. He says, <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">\u2018<strong style=\"mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;\">dinantar\u00e2ni<\/strong><\/em>\u2019 means \u2018those nights that remind me of Your <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">abhis\u00e2r<\/em>\u2019. How will I spend those nights? At night a devotee naturally remembers Vrajadhaam. <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">It is a monsoon night. Sri R\u00e2dh\u00e2 is all set for <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">abhis\u00e2r<\/em>. How many obstacles and perils She has to cross before She can engage in Shy\u00e2msundar\u2019s <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">sev\u00e2<\/em> in that flower\u2013grove situated in the dark and dense forest! The Mah\u00e2jan has written \u2013<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">&#8220;Torrential rain was pouring and there was darkness all around. Srimati was worried. She confided in Her friend \u2013&#8221;Ohh no <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">sakhi<\/em>! What shall I do? My <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">abhis\u00e2r<\/em> for Hari seems doubtful. My innermost being is full of the brilliant Shy\u00e2mor-chandra (the dark moon). How can I send K\u00e2no a message to stop Him from coming in this night? Even the thought is arresting my agitated heart. The lightning is flashing like firestorm and the thunder is resounding terribly. I cannot remain at home, yet I cannot step outside either. What do I do with all these obstacles? I wish I could give wings to my desire and fly swiftly to Him. Poet Shekhar says &#8211; O Precious One, do not worry, You go for <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">abhis\u00e2r<\/em>.\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\">During the night a very loving devotee longs to meditate on such supremely loving pastimes. the s\u00e2dhak is in the mood of a <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">sakhi\u2013manjari<\/em>, so his \u2018<em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">chitta<\/em>\u2019<\/span><a style=\"mso-footnote-id: ftn5;\" name=\"_ftnref5\" href=\"#_ftn5\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span style=\"mso-special-character: footnote;\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span style=\"font-size: 11pt; font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><span style=\"color: #800080;\"><sup>[5]<\/sup><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> and \u2018<em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">m\u00e2n<\/em>\u2019<\/span><a style=\"mso-footnote-id: ftn6;\" name=\"_ftnref6\" href=\"#_ftn6\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span style=\"mso-special-character: footnote;\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span style=\"font-size: 11pt; font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><span style=\"color: #800080;\"><sup>[6]<\/sup><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/a><span style=\"font-family: Verdana;\"> become extremely agitated<span style=\"mso-spacerun: yes;\"> <\/span>to enter the Divinely sweet pastimes!<span style=\"mso-spacerun: yes;\"> <\/span>41.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-size: small; font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-size: small; font-family: Verdana;\"> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p class=\"MsoBodyText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><span style=\"font-size: 20pt; font-family: &quot;Wingdings 2&quot;;\">ddddddddddddddddddddddddd<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-size: 20pt; font-family: &quot;Wingdings 2&quot;;\"><br style=\"page-break-before: always; mso-break-type: section-break;\" \/><\/span><\/p>\n<hr size=\"1\" \/>\n<div id=\"ftn1\" style=\"mso-element: footnote;\">\n<p class=\"MsoFootnoteText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;\"><a style=\"mso-footnote-id: ftn1;\" name=\"_ftn1\" href=\"#_ftnref1\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"mso-special-character: footnote;\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span style=\"font-size: 10pt; font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><span style=\"color: #800080;\"><sup>[1]<\/sup><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/a><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-size: x-small; font-family: Verdana;\"> This proves that Srila Krishnad\u00e2s Kavir\u00e2j Gosw\u00e2mi is recommending everyone to read Sri Krishna-Karn\u00e2mritam.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"ftn2\" style=\"mso-element: footnote;\">\n<p class=\"MsoFootnoteText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt; text-align: justify;\"><a style=\"mso-footnote-id: ftn2;\" name=\"_ftn2\" href=\"#_ftnref2\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"mso-special-character: footnote;\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span style=\"font-size: 10pt; font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><span style=\"color: #800080;\"><sup>[2]<\/sup><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/a><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-size: x-small; font-family: Verdana;\"> Nowhere Sri Chaitanya Charit\u00e2mrita says that Sriman Mah\u00e2prabhu has not permitted other devotees to read Sri Krishna-Karn\u00e2mritam. The same can be stated for the Honourable Gosw\u00e2mis who have written purports to the text.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"ftn3\" style=\"mso-element: footnote;\">\n<p class=\"MsoFootnoteText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;\"><a style=\"mso-footnote-id: ftn3;\" name=\"_ftn3\" href=\"#_ftnref3\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"mso-special-character: footnote;\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span style=\"font-size: 10pt; font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><span style=\"color: #800080;\"><sup>[3]<\/sup><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/a><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-size: x-small; font-family: Verdana;\"> The One Who steals<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"ftn4\" style=\"mso-element: footnote;\">\n<p class=\"MsoFootnoteText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;\"><a style=\"mso-footnote-id: ftn4;\" name=\"_ftn4\" href=\"#_ftnref4\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"mso-special-character: footnote;\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span style=\"font-size: 10pt; font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><span style=\"color: #800080;\"><sup>[4]<\/sup><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/a><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-size: x-small; font-family: Verdana;\"> 1 <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">truti<\/em> = 1\/2700 <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">kshan<\/em>, 1 <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">kshan<\/em> = 32\/25 second, hence 1 <em style=\"mso-bidi-font-style: normal;\">truti<\/em> =<span style=\"mso-spacerun: yes;\"> <\/span>8\/16875 second (S.B.10.31.15)<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"ftn5\" style=\"mso-element: footnote;\">\n<p class=\"MsoFootnoteText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;\"><a style=\"mso-footnote-id: ftn5;\" name=\"_ftn5\" href=\"#_ftnref5\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"mso-special-character: footnote;\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span style=\"font-size: 10pt; font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><span style=\"color: #800080;\"><sup>[5]<\/sup><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/a><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-size: x-small; font-family: Verdana;\"> sub-conscious mind<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"ftn6\" style=\"mso-element: footnote;\">\n<p class=\"MsoFootnoteText\" style=\"margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt;\"><a style=\"mso-footnote-id: ftn6;\" name=\"_ftn6\" href=\"#_ftnref6\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"mso-special-character: footnote;\"><span class=\"MsoFootnoteReference\"><span style=\"font-size: 10pt; font-family: Verdana;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><span style=\"color: #800080;\"><sup>[6]<\/sup><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/a><span lang=\"EN-GB\"><span style=\"font-size: x-small; font-family: Verdana;\"> conscious mind<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>In this material world people are crazy for wealth, respect and power. 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